...sorry, folks....I had a big ole linky fest that I was working on....but, I got distracted by a phonecall from my Brother....now, I'm depressed as hell, and I can smell lasagna in the kitchen....I can't blog tonight....I want to, but I can't ...all I can say is go... right fucking now, and buy Staind's "Outside"... and Three Doors Down "Here Without You"....I'm gonna get hammered and eat lasagna...my Bro is in a very dark place right now...darker than most of us could imagine....and, I want to be with him, but I can't.....I've blogged before about "long distance relationships"...."helplessness"..... "distance" ....and a lot of other shit regarding feelings and pain... ..but... that's all just candy.. you and I.... we REALLY don't know what pain and loss is... sometimes, we THINK we do... but, until it is squatting in YOUR backfuckingyard, I guess we'll not understand... hell, I don't understand now.. but, I want to.... but I can't... so....there....no bloggin tonight... g'night, campers....

by Eric on January 27, 2004 | Comments(6) | SWG Stories

Comments so far:

There aren't proper words to say I'm sad and sorry for you and your brother, and that I hope things improve and that I wish for only good shit for you all. If there were proper words to say all that and more, I'd surely say it.
But rest assured I am thinking it as hard as I can.

posted by: LeeAnn on January 27, 2004 07:45 PM

Hey...be cool with it...I wanna share some shots in the future...maybe jump off something tall for laughs...maybe watch the women do it first...

My brother has some dark shadows falling on him as well...

posted by: Sam on January 27, 2004 10:34 PM

Whatever it is, I hope it all turns out OK.

I learned the hard way that you must live through the night to truly appreciate the dawn.

posted by: Jack on January 27, 2004 11:17 PM

wishes to your bro... The best.

posted by: Gooseneck on January 28, 2004 12:18 AM

All I can say is that I hope things work out well.

posted by: Parkway Rest Stop on January 28, 2004 02:52 AM

Good luck to your brother and hang in there. I'm sure you'll be there for him when he needs you.

posted by: Blackfive on January 28, 2004 05:15 PM